Monday, November 24, 2008
{ 1:07 AM }
Exams are over!! If anything I feel more exhausted, maybe I spent too much time studying, too much time hating myself for procrastinating and 3 weeks of studying and poor diet and sleeping habits is just taking a toll on me.
Heading to friend's friend party at Q1, gosh the view at night is pretty. If only we could latin dance like the pros it'll be sweet I tell you. Kinda got a wee bit drunk since I mixed beer and hard liquor. Not a wise idea for me since I get drunk on beer fast and we didn't get to dance much due to the music.
BBQ and swim/spa at Tsuey's on sat. It was awesome, had lots of fun and laughter, stopped by another bbq for a bit, Quantum of Solace at night followed by dinner at surfers.
Apparently it's schoolies. Kids who graduate from High school and are waiting to enter uni/work. Therefore they head to GC by the truckload to club/beach/play/enjoy etc for the week, or maybe even 2. Seriously they can be really crazy and drunk. People try to open car doors while the car's driving by, they'd just walk across the road recklessly, fights were reported, people were seen lead away in the police cars, roads were blocked, and seriously I've never seen so many people in surfers at one time before. Such a kill joy since we have problem going there or broady.
Finally saw Wei Wei Jie Jie, Kor Kor and the girls. Managed to 'wake' up the youngest rather quickly and it was fun to play from there. Poor Yu Qi wasn't feeling too good but the moment she felt better, her first words were to call Jon, "panda" haha. I enjoyed myself. Hopefully can see them really soon.
I'm bored so ....
You are striving for a life full of activity and experience and, perhaps even more, an environment where you would be able to forge a close bond with a person who can offer full emotional fulfilment.
At this time you 'need to be needed' and again you 'need to need'. You have had this feeling for some time now and you are looking for someone who could share a close bond in an atmosphere of shared intimacy. You have the belief that with the right person you could conquer the world.
At times one is burdened with more than one's fair share of problems and this would appear to be your situation at present. But you are adamant - you know what you wish to achieve - and by giving a little and taking a little you may well find that the realization of your dreams could become a reality.
You are an emotional, sincere and impressionable individual experiencing frustration and unnecessary stress. You vehemently resist any form of pressure from outside sources, insisting on your independence as an individual. You want to be a decision maker - to make up your own mind without interference. You wish to be able to draw your own conclusions and arrive at your own decisions. You detest uniformity and mediocrity as you want to be regarded as one who gives authoritative opinions. Your favourite expression could well be that 'I may not always be right but I am never wrong'. You're a perfectionist and even though you may feel that the other person's point of view may be right, you find it extremely difficult to admit that you could be wrong.
You really like doing what you do and, more than that, you like yourself. Your attitude to work and to life is that 'If its not fun - then don't do it'. You want to be liked and respected, not for who you are but for what you are - and it seems to be working.
http://www.paulgoldinresearch.com/cg/index.htm
